sent you an email sis, please stay blessed and keep your faith in all things. Aloha. <3 :)

any who. i am starting my own bible study to teach bob and some chicks i know and who ever else i knoiw wants to join. im trying to find information about the original writen scripture and writings alike. informatuion on history geography and lkauguage and how they kept track of time during before and after christ till know and how it all plays important roles i belive anyway, in finding out what the real message is from god.
the only thing that has kept me alive this whole time is my gut instint. going off my rough child hood ive adapted to change and harse circumstances quite well. i am a spung yearning for anything and everything to learn. eager to do the work, even tho i strugglwe with depression ptsd addiction anxiety my anger and my doubts and fear, i have lived quite a happy life.
i hardley can consider myself up to the task of teaching others abpout god or anything for that matter, as i feel so unknowledgeable on so many things.

the whole point i write this all is to anyone willing to help me with finding good sources of information. no matter the path, i know god will guide me on what i need to know. im greatful for all help, no matter the source, as hopefully maybe my story witch if only a small 1% of the action packed gang drug neglected trauma filled life of mine. that i belive that god speaks to us through that voice that you talk to on the inside. when u feel bad bout lieing to somebody u shouldnt of, that feeling i belive is god telling you that you know u did somthung wrong. he speaks to us in more ways then the eyes can see. at least in my opinion.
i should be dead. i am alive. i could have died so many times i am not egadurating either. but here i stand still basically the same. with my laugh everyone always tells me changes the whole room when i walk in. my smile, even tho i got crooked teeth, i can see the darlkest of trouble people ive met have a little hope in the gaze when they see it. they all say even tho i have a hard time taklking cuz i tought my self how to speeck read and write, that i sometime say things that even the oldest and wisest people never thought till they met me. literally even from dennis too, i have heard this my entire life. i am a old soul as most call it. whatever that is lol.
i know things somtimes. things i dont even know. but i just know they are. lots of people attest to it too. but it all stems from my gut. either im just getting the feeling that someoine i justr met needs to hear somthung, so i go with my gut on what i think they been through and what they are struggling with and i tell them this and that and then i tell em what i think they need to hear to make em feel better or to make tghem see somthing that eventually after somw work will make them feel better. but i think its god telling me, working through me just like any one else, using his children to help on person at a time. because needing attention when ur at your worst is the opposite of a bad thing, in fact its what u could need the most. and some PERSONAL 1v1 attention is exactly the cure the world needs. people just being good people and people having morals mercy compassion and humility, and a helpingh hand, knowing when they are down, they can reach out and someone will help them up. were all born like that, but eveil and negative influences make us cold and unlovable. i always say broken people break poeple. but a broken person is mad because there was no hand (support) to help them up from whatever troubled them or pushed them down. we all need support when we dont get it when we need it, it takes 10 times as long to belive it the next time someone comes and actually puts there hand out, we will ignorrre it. in fact, depending on your exspectations of the world, you can manage to break others by pulling them down to the ground with you, even thos who offer help, because of not getting support wghen u needed it the most. but god has been the only person ever there for me. and hes the only reson im not only alive, but still smile everyday, am positive (try to be i am quite negative just dont show many) and try to help people when i see or feel they might feel like i did at one point.
know idk why i wrote this out really but i never have written out before some accounts of my recent years till now.
somthing in my gut somewhere is telling me that itll help sombody out there. i read alot of comments. i got nothing to say to them. i just came here to tell my story. if anybody has wanted to share theirs or tell me what they think or have more questions my email is tiddymckale@gmail.com or natashacooper100@gmail.com. love to hear from anyone bout anything.
i just felt like i had to write this out so im going to see what happeneds.
i am a meth addict and have been in abusive relationships i grew up without power water and heat till 14 with 5 brothers and sisters a baba and a granny and my parents my dad struggled with addiction and my mom fighting the urge to quit working 3 jobs keeping us alive. mom staying sober and dad strugglking with religion his whole life, social services kept getting called cuz of kids being dirty unwased and greesey in elementary. i saw a speech theripest thrpoughpout all my school carrer in elementary. my parents howeverr are still together and dad is clean.
he said he felt the holy spirit greaving for him and thats when he hasnt ad a drop of alchohol since. been almost two years for my dad. parents still togther and shit. i loive them both. they all know my lifestyle as i need not lie to them and they worrie but know i gatta find my path just like my dad did. i am thinking about quiting and its hard to quit. im scared to quit. i barely have energy as is, i cant imagine not having the pick me up. but i know god is working on a bigger scale for me and i know the times comming were i either quit the easy way or somthing in my gut says ill pay a price for the years of drug use and that itll either hurt me oir sdomtone i love and never be able to return to how it is now. so i am trying to quit.
please let nme know what u guys think. weirdest place to lay out my life on the table but maybe god can find a way into your guys lives like me. also, i have a prayer list, anyone want to be added to it ill add, and i will pray that god blessees you takes pain away and guides you on the path you want to be on weather its being with someoine who loves you, getting streantgh to get through a rough day or praying for any negative thoughts to go away and to show some light. amen

tasha valentinatereshkova mckale. 2023

Just remember:
A man can no more diminish God’s glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun, by scribbling the word ‘darkness’ on the walls of his cell.

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Very true, Sarah, very true. There is more to Mr.Lovecraft’s work than merely the skilful execution of a riveting yarn however. His work about nefarious members of aristocratic
“elite” dark dabblers opening portals to worlds of unimaginable horror, “anti”-universes outside the laws of space & time are commensurate with the boasts of CERN scientists & what is spoken of regarding abbadon & the keys to the abyss. Also, the Necronomicon book is an analogue of a REAL & extant tome, & what Lovecraft writes of IS being done in Antarctica & by CERN’s scientists. We are now hurtling headlong into the end of the age. The trumps will sound & the seals will break. Soon, HE will return. Spes
Mea In Deo Est, Spes Mea Christos.

Jesus Chris die on a cross. He couldn’t save his self, how is he going to do anything for us

Technically, he didnt name the cat. He received it as a gift, and it was already named.

He certainly wasnt ashamed of the name, though, having included the little guy in a few of his stories.

why are you throwing jesus at a giant octopus with bat wings