Hello Satchidanand.



I've had a strange experience last night.... I just want to know if you have anything to say about it... Thanks!



Saturday was a busy day (nothing unusual), running around, trying to accomplish as much as possible for the week to come... So when I finally got to bed around 2h30 am, I meditated for a while on my bed (like I usually do). And it seemed that my mind was really engrossed in this new gear that I've decided I'm going to buy in the near future... (I had thought a lot about that during the day...buying stuff...new music equipment for my rig... need lots of those toys you know! Hehehe)



Anyways, after an hour of unsuccessful meditation, I decided to retire... By the way, I've listened to the first two initiations. Really enjoyed them and now that I've received my new DVD's, I'm going to review those 2 initiations slowly just to make certain I didn't missed anything. (You had sent me the links via internet, and I managed to listen to the first two, up to now.) I must admit I'm getting more energy while sending my breath into the earth center in the kundalini spiritual sun. I still do 15 kriyas in the beginning of my meditations (out of respect for Paramahansa Yogananda, after all, I owe him my faith! His autobiography reintroduced God into my life after long years of darkness...) I'm surprised each time... As soon as I send my breath in the center of the earth, I feel the energy. Sometimes it's just a little and sometimes, it feels really good, lots of heat! And it's always a pleasurable thing. And recently, I feel the energy (or heat) even during the day, flowing down my spine sporadically...



In the last two years or so, I've practiced Kriya Yoga breath morning and night and had a little heat flowing in the spine sometimes but I new it was far from being close to the electrical current they describe in the texts going up and down the body... The wine of the mystics.... The bubbling champagne in the spine! On an energy scale of 1 to 10, I feel like a 2,5 where before I was a 0,5! That's evolution to me... Thanks Satchi!



By the way, I do feel more energetic and positive. I also seem to be more conscious of the fact that whenever I hang around my usual friends, I tend to pickup wrong vibes that need to be washed in meditation... (oh well!)



So… As I was saying, I went to bed. It felt like God, once again, had given me a little lesson (I've had a few this week!) on how my mind is easily distracted by material restlessness! It's seems that it craves the future and especially when it knows that new toys are coming up! Like a little child that just can't wait! Funny stuff!



That night, I was dreaming...Not a particular spiritual dream I should say! Let's face the facts! I was having a really horny triple-X kind of dream...real hot! (Nothing unusual I might add!) In the midst of my dream, I remember being split in two, one part of me was saying OH YEAH! Enjoy this! Go for the wet dream buddy! But another was saying to me, this is not you dreaming, do you realise this? You have no control over it! You don't even know that person... So I tried to see who it was, but I couldn't see her face! The other voice said, don't worry, just enjoy... And then, all of a sudden I said NO! I'm stronger than this and at that point in the dream, I felt tremendous energy flowing from down my body and up to my head to the dream itself and shattering it till nothing remained except for a clenched fist made out of light! It made me feel strong and it felt very good. (Kind of a conquering bliss one has after defeating his opponent). I was happy for a few seconds... But a thought came to my mind that I shouldn't be indulging in this new power that it had something violent about it… I'd better beware of those feelings... As if a doubt was slowly penetrating my mind as to whether or not this was a good experience...



Up to now, this was a pretty vivid dream but nothing to worry about; I would've waked up in the morning thinking wow! What a vivid dream that was... I might have analyzed it and probably would've decided that it was an overall good experience and wished that I could be as strong the next time Aphrodite decided to turn me on! At that point in dreamland, I didn't have any particular images or thoughts in my mind. Suddenly, I began hearing a sound, hard to describe... Like an electrical short circuit, buzzing... I thought, it must be my lamp on the little table near my bed that's short circuiting, shit I have to wake up! I'm gonna catch fire! (Silly thought) As I was thinking this, I realized that the sound was emanating from my spine and the buzz was getting stronger and more bizarre, and it scared the shit out of me, so I woke up! (I still felt energy flowing down my spine up to a point in my forehead, but no more sound...) I wish I could've withstood it longer, to see what might happen...



I had a hard time going back to sleep that night. I new things were ok, but still... It felt strange... (I thought to myself, maybe I should meditate but it was 5h30 in the morning, so I decided to get some rest, in vain though!)



Anyhow, it's not the first weird experience I've had while sleeping. But it's the weirdest except for one... And I might as well tell you that one to because they maybe related in some way? So here it goes.



I think it was a year earlier, last winter. I didn't know anything about EE back then, bust was meditating morning and night, and practicing my Kriya Yoga.

So, in that particular dream I was sleeping on my stomach (like I usually do). I saw a black shadow. I have no clear image of it except for a black shadowish hand with long fingernails that was mingling with my spine... I remember feeling like a fish, full of fish-bones in my spine, as I was seeing the black fingernails pulling out stuff from it and messing around in it... (Needless to say I really did not enjoy this!) I was disgusted! The whole thing was disturbing... And frightening! Then I woke up in SWEAT, literally soaked in my sweat! I felt there was something in my apartment... So I decided to face my fears and walked around the place in the midst of the night (I remember walking around my apartment with clenched fist, ready to strike thinking out loud; come out you fucking bastard! Show yourself! I'm gonna nail you to the ground with one blow! Hahaha! That might have been impossible, and I must've looked pretty ridiculous!) I was very frightened by that dream though, it took me one week or two to feel secure at night going to sleep… The weirdest thing of all was the smell... The whole apartment was filled with a smell of garbage's, putrefaction, a very strong unfriendly odour... But that might have been a coincidence because there had been some problems with the sewer before... (I never really liked my old apartment except that it was right on the St-Laurence River and I could stroll down the river side at night. They have a beautiful paved trail; it goes for miles and is lightened at night.) So I went back to bed, shaken a bit! Strangely enough though, the smell was gone when I woke up… It must've been my imagination fooling around with me…



So there! I suppose these are blockages expressing themselves! But I also have heard that once Kundalini energy starts to flow in someone... Strange things start to happen. People seeing snakes, strange colors, hearing sounds and weirder stuff to... Don't know if that's part of what I went through … But I was dreaming, so I guess it's not the same as experiencing all of this while being conscious… Boy, it must be difficult not to go mad for someone to see this stuff while awake!

I'm just wondering what you have to say about these dreams.

One last question: (not to worry, I won't bombard you with e-mails, but I'm doing my laundry so to speak!)



You have said in your teachings, that it is possible to go higher than God in meditation… Reaching higher and higher energies.



That I don't understand… Maybe my concept of God is not the same as yours? Please tell me what do you mean by the word God? And what do you mean by higher than God?

To me, God is anything and everything. He is he who is and who is not. The created, the uncreated, and the womb out of witch the universe was created. Omnipresence and omniscience. THE WHOLE PICTURE, and yet, all the small pieces of the puzzle at the same time. I know that HE can not be fully understood from a human mind, but can be felt and experienced in the soul's heart! This is what I have learned from books so far and what I strongly believe in my heart to. I wish to fully experience him and understand his creation one day... In this lifetime hopefully! I'm not saying I've never felt him. Au contraire! To many times was I helped by him, I just can't recall! But I want to speak with angels and beings of light and the ascended masters! How much closer will I get to him? For HE his my ultimate teacher, a teacher with lots of different names and faces! What a great teacher he his! Sometimes, it seems he might have grey hair and a long beard! Even a bald spot! hahahahahahaha



With all do respect in the world, I bow to the, and all of them!



Many thanks!


Peace!


Swami Satchidanand's Reply


The Ancient texts say, "A man has blockages like a dog has fleas"

As you get rid of one then you augment your energy but more and deeper remain.

Washing your friends, yes, this is the effect of the masters of meditation.

Their job is to heal and raise the energy levels of everyone on this planet.

After enlightenment you will be given the task of the enlightenment of everyone in your monad.

However, with too much energy, it can only be absorbed by those who are consciously working on the path.

Your energy will soon be too strong for those who are unconscious.

Thus we teach the protections in Level one to protect all those who are unconscious against your powerful spiritual energies.

1, So, when you connect with a nice chiki chiki, then sometime she can visit you in the night, connect with you energetically, and give you an orgasm.

Some chiki chikis are very good at doing this and in this way they can give you a taste of heaven before you meet, so that they have attracted you in advance of your getting together.

This is the work of a succubus.

Incubi also do this.

They are conscious and unconscious.

Like, most people do not know what they do when they dream.

2. And when this is unconscious, then sometimes there is a split off part of their mind in charge of the chiki chiki.

And this part controls the psychic power of connection energetic.

And it controls relationships.

It can create a connection and potential orgasm with a person.

But if that person pisses them off, it can stop the connection, and restart it with another person, totally unconsciously and you are left with the effect, "Like, what happened?".

Thus serial monogamy.

3. Worse is when the unconscious part which connects works for another bad person who is in charge of it.

The bad person controls parts, split off parts, sub-personalities, in many different people.

These are the worst types of Energy Vampire.

They suck the energy of many orgasms every night through their minions.

Our students have seen them connected through a psychic telephone exchange to many people, thousands.

When we start to increase the energy of kundalini, then we start to increase our energy beyond our unconscious sub-personalities, and we might, like you did get a consciousness of what was formally unconscious.

This connecting sub- personality is just another blockage which must be purified and integrated with your higher chakras like the soul, (A process of energy enhancement called resurrection) when you get complete control of the connections which the split off part was formerly in charge of.

It was really good that you became conscious, oh Lazarus! You understand that you are not in charge of your triple x dream, and you must learn to be more conscious! You saw a psychic fist and someone said it might be dangerous. What said it might be another one of your split off personalities formed around this fist. It is interesting that one year before you went around your apartment with a clenched fist for real. This fist may represent a past life talent for protection of you which is unconscious and probably needs purifying and integrating and making conscious also.

The worry about the violence of the fist may have come from another sub-personality ad infinitum... or the intuition of the Soul..

The experience of the darkness and the nails one year previously just points out how, "There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than you and I can dream of" MACBETH

Good nothing more came of it.

Really, there are many horrible people who exist on this planet, and it is never good to come into contact with them, because they may visit you later, particularly if you have a blockage, put into you in a previous lifetime, which is in some way connected with them, An Implant!

This guy may have been putting an Implant Blockage into you. When kundalini energy flows through any blockage it reveals them by heat, or pain, or the buzzing noise you heard in the bones of the spine. It is probably still there and you will need to remove it in Energy Enhancement Level 2.

This is one of the reasons why it is necessary to learn Energy Enhancement techniques. They will teach you how to purify your spiritual bodies so that no more Implants Exist! Also how to powerfully deal with these horrible people by healing them as you would any other blockage.

Good to start a spiritual diary...

When you know how to heal your sub-personality blockages from Level 2 of EE then you can go to each one of these histories in meditation and see if the dream leads to a blockage which has revealed itself for real. These intuitions of myself which are meant to help you must be tested for reality in these meditations. The sub-personalities must be healed and integrated into the soul, and in such a way you can prepare yourself for Enlightenment.

God, - you may have misheard me and if I said it then I was wrong! Perhaps I said that you can go higher than the chakras the Soul, the Monad, The Logos - God is an infinity of chakras above the head!

There is nothing higher than God!

But God has many angels and archangels and Ascended Masters at the lower levels and you can dream of working for them and eventually going higher than them.

I can say that a sincere prayer of dedication of your life and work for the benefit of God, the ascended masters, humanity and the world can have many benefits. But you must really feel it. And if you feel it then pray internally in meditation and make this dedication of your life and work for the benefit of the world. Then someone may want to accelerate your evolution so that you can take on more spiritual work.

Spiritual Initiations are given and Enlightenment is one of the first given by the Ascended Masters, there are more.

You can speak to them and they will give you a job if you wish.

Do not be afraid of anything which happens.

It is all normal stuff on the EE Course and you will be led on the path of Evolution and Enlightenment and the Path of the Light.

Aim yourself for goodness, and purity and more Energy!!

Love and Light,

Satchidanand

THE KUNDALINI KRIYAS

THE TAOIST MICROCOSMIC, MACROCOSMIC AND SUPRA GALACTIC ORBITS

IMMORTALITY

IF YOU WANT TO IMPROVE ALL ASPECTS OF YOUR MEDITATION

AND YOUR LIFE, THEN WE CAN ELIMINATE YOUR PROBLEMS WITH ENERGY ENHANCEMENT SPIRITUAL AND INTELLECTUAL DEVELOPMENT - 

THIS LIFETIME

DON'T MISS IT

 And this is why - by coming into the Buddhafield of Energy surrounding Energy Enhancement Satchidanand obtained through many years of meditation with many enlightened masters, you obtain Shaktipat -

An infusion of energy to help you get into a permanent state of meditation, to allow you the energy to regain your psychic powers, to give to the energy to remove your blockages, attain samadhi and Enlightenment - Soul Fusion with Heart, Intellect, Intuition, Wisdom, Goodness and Peace.